The Bloodied Bouquet
I took a step toward him, then another. Before I knew what I was doing, I was in his arms, my face pressed against his chest. He stiffened for a moment, then he wrapped his arms around me, holding me tight.
We stood like that for a long moment, neither of us speaking. Then, slowly, I pulled back, just far enough to look up at him.
“Dante,” I said, my voice barely a whisper.
He looked down at me, his eyes dark and unreadable. “Alessio,” he said, his voice rough.
And then he kissed me.
It wasn’t like the first time. It wasn’t quick, or cold, or clinical. It was hot. It was desperate. It was like he was pouring everything he had into that kiss, everything he’d never said, everything he’d never let himself feel.
I kissed him back just as desperately, my hands fisting in his shirt, my body pressed against his. We stumbled backward, toward the bedroom, our mouths never parting, our hands never still.
We fell onto the bed in a tangle of limbs, our clothes coming off in a rush of fabric and heat. There was no finesse, no gentleness. It was all teeth and tongues and grasping hands, all pent-up frustration and fear and want.
He pushed me down onto the mattress, his body covering mine, his weight pressing me into the bed. His hands were everywhere, on my chest, on my stomach, on my cock. I arched into his touch, my breath coming in short, sharp gasps.
“Dante,” I said again, my voice ragged. “Please.”
He didn’t answer. He just reached for the nightstand, fumbling with the drawer until he found what he was looking for. I heard the crinkle of foil, the snap of latex, and then he was pushing inside me, hard and fast and deep.
I cried out, my fingers digging into his shoulders, my legs wrapping around his waist. He felt huge inside me, filling me up, stretching me open. It hurt, but it was a good hurt, a sweet hurt. A hurt that I wanted more of.
He set a brutal pace, his hips slamming into mine, his breath hot against my neck. I met him thrust for thrust, my body rising to meet his, my hands pulling him closer. We were both sweating, both panting, both lost in the feel of each other.
“Fuck,” Dante growled, his voice rough with desire. “You feel so good. So tight.”
I moaned, my head falling back against the pillow. “Harder,” I gasped. “Fuck me harder.”
He did. He fucked me harder, faster, deeper. He fucked me until I was seeing stars, until I was begging him to stop, until I was begging him to never stop.
And when I came, it was with his name on my lips, my body shuddering beneath his, my world narrowing to the feel of him inside me, the sound of his breath in my ear, the taste of his skin on my tongue.
He followed me over the edge a moment later, his body stiffening above mine, his breath catching in his throat. He came with a low groan, his hips jerking against mine, his hands tightening on my hips.
We lay there for a long moment, both of us spent and shaking, our bodies still joined. Then, slowly, Dante pulled out of me, rolling onto his back beside me.
I turned my head to look at him, my chest still heaving. He was staring up at the ceiling, his expression unreadable.
“Dante,” I said softly.
He turned his head to look at me, his eyes dark and heavy. “Yeah?” he said, his voice rough.
I didn’t know what to say. I didn’t know what to do. So I just leaned in and kissed him, softly this time, sweetly.
He kissed me back, his lips moving gently against mine. And in that moment, I knew that everything had changed. That nothing would ever be the same again.
I knew that nothing would ever be the same again.
The next few weeks were a blur of stolen moments and secret glances. We didn’t talk about what had happened at the safe house. We just let it happen. Let it grow.
But we couldn’t hide it forever. Not from our families. Not from the world.
The first sign of trouble came from my father. He called me into his office one afternoon, his face grim.
“Sit down, Alessio,” he said.
I sat down, my heart pounding. I knew that tone.
“What is it?” I asked.
He leaned forward. “There’s been talk,” he said. “About you and Dante.”
I felt my blood run cold. “What kind of talk?”
He sighed. “People are saying that your marriage isn’t what it seems. That you’re… closer than you should be.”
I stared at him. “Who’s saying that?”
He shook his head. “It doesn’t matter. What matters is that it’s causing problems. For us. For the alliance.”
I stood up, my hands clenched. “So what?” I said. “So we’re close. So what?”
He looked up at me. “It’s not that simple. In our world, appearances matter. If people think that your marriage is a sham, they’ll start to question the alliance.”
I turned away. I knew he was right. But I didn’t care. I couldn’t give Dante up.
“We’ll be more careful,” I said.
He sighed again. “I hope so, Alessio. For all our sakes.”
I left his office feeling shaken. I found Dante in our bedroom.
“What’s wrong?” he asked.
I sat down beside him. “My father knows,” I said quietly. “He knows about us.”
Dante’s jaw clenched. “What did he say?”
“He said that people are talking. He said we need to be more careful.”
Dante stood up. “So that’s it? We just pretend like nothing’s happening?”
I stood up too. “What else can we do? We can’t just run away.”
He looked at me. “Why not?” he asked. “Why can’t we?”
I stared at him. “Are you serious?”
He took a step toward me, his hand reaching out to touch my face. “I’ve never been more serious about anything in my life,” he said.
I leaned into his touch. “Dante,” I whispered.
He pulled me into his arms, his lips crashing down on mine. We kissed like it was the last time. Like it was the only thing that mattered.
And in that moment, I knew that he was right. I knew that we had to leave. That we had to find a way to be together, no matter what it cost us.
No matter who we had to betray.
“Dante,” I whispered.
He pulled me into his arms, his lips crashing down on mine. We kissed like it was the last time. Like it was the only thing that mattered.
And in that moment, I knew that he was right. I knew that we had to leave. That we had to find a way to be together, no matter what it cost us.
No matter who we had to betray.
[We knew we couldn’t stay. Not after that. Not after everything. We started making plans. Secret plans. Plans to disappear. To start over. Somewhere far away from the Rossis and the Morettis and everything we’d ever known.
But we weren’t fast enough. We weren’t careful enough. Someone talked. Someone always talks.
They came for us in the middle of the night. My father’s men. Dante’s father’s men. A dozen of them, armed to the teeth.
We were in bed when we heard them. Dante’s eyes snapped open, his body tensing beside me. “Get dressed,” he said, his voice low and urgent.
I scrambled out of bed, my heart pounding in my chest. I pulled on the first clothes I could find, my hands shaking so badly I could barely button my shirt.
Dante was already dressed, his gun in his hand. “Stay behind me,” he said.
I nodded, my throat tight.
We made our way downstairs, Dante in front, me behind. The men were waiting for us in the foyer, their guns drawn.
My father was there too. And Dante’s father. They stood side by side, their faces grim.
“Alessio,” my father said. “Dante. It’s time to end this.”
Dante raised his gun, pointing it at my father’s chest. “Stay away from him,” he said, his voice cold.
My father smiled. “Or what?” he asked. “You’ll shoot me? You’ll die before you pull the trigger.”
Dante’s finger tightened on the trigger. “Try me,” he said.
I stepped forward, putting myself between them. “Stop,” I said, my voice shaking. “Just stop.”
My father looked at me. “Alessio,” he said, “be reasonable. This doesn’t have to end badly. Just come with us. We’ll find a way to fix this. To fix you.”
“There’s nothing to fix,” I said. “I’m not broken. I’m in love.”
My father’s face hardened. “Love?” he scoffed. “You don’t know what love is. You’re just a child playing at being a man.”