Kilohertz & Calamansi
“From the top,” I said.
Gael pressed play.
My first memo filled the monitors: rain, a booth door, my own careful wording. I reached for the scrub wheel at forty-six seconds.
“Keep the pause?” I said.
“Keep it.”
“At one twelve?”
“Cut ‘complicated history.’”
“Why?”
“Because you replaced a fact with office furniture.”
I deleted it.
We worked through every breath, every laugh, every place a caller had asked us to remove their name or leave in a sentence. Each person had approved their clip. Each choice sat in the session notes beside a timestamp.
At fourteen minutes, my voice said bisexual.
My hand stopped over the mouse.
“Keep it,” Gael said.
“I know.”
“You can still decide otherwise.”
“I know.”
I left it.
Gael’s memo came next, their clear explanation of pansexuality, promises, and choosing one person without pretending attraction had rules it did not have. I checked the waveform, then checked them.
“Keep it?” I said.
“Keep it.”
At 28:14, the final note ended. Rain filled the last two seconds.
I locked the file.
“Approved by both producers,” I said.
“Approved by both partners,” Gael said.
The ON AIR sign lit red.
Gael started the opening music: brass-bright kulintang notes over a low electronic beat. I pulled the microphone close.
“Good evening, Quezon City. I’m Amihan Cruz. I’m bisexual, and I produce this program.”
My hands stayed steady on the console.
Gael took their mic. “I’m Gael Mercado. I’m pansexual, I make the music, and I am very serious about calamansi soda.”
“That part is true,” I said.
“It is public service information.”
I looked at them.
“This is Gael, my partner.”
They smiled at me, then faced their microphone.
“And this is Amihan, my partner.”
Nothing cracked open. Nothing demanded applause. The truth landed in the room like a chair pulled up to a table: useful, ordinary, ours.
We played the recordings. Callers spoke about names they had chosen, names they had set aside, names they kept private. Between clips, Gael’s music gave every voice room to end on its own terms.
At the close, I lifted my soda can.
“To words that fit,” I said.
“To changing them when they stop fitting,” Gael said.
We tapped cans. Calamansi fizzed over my thumb. Rain continued against the glass.
After the sign-off, Gael pulled a fresh scorecard from their bag and set it beside the dead mic.
USABLE TAKES: 0 ARGUMENTS: 0 KISSES: 0 HONEST ANSWERS: 0 WEEKLY MEMOS: 2
“Ready?” they said.
I picked up the marker.
“Ready.”
Memo Six recorded while I wrote.
“Final production note,” I said. “Every second was approved. I am bisexual. Gael is pansexual. We are partners. The program aired.”
Gael kissed my cheek.
I added one careful mark.
KISSES: 1
Then I saved the file.