The Last Weekend: A Confession

River nodded, satisfied. "Good." They turned to Jax, their voice gentling. "Jax. What about you? What do you want? What do you need?"

Jax swallowed hard, his eyes wide. "I...I don't know," he admitted, his voice rough. "I've never...I've never done anything like this before." He looked down at his hands, twisting them together in his lap. "I just...I don't want to disappoint anyone."

Maya felt her heart clench, a wave of affection washing over her. She reached across Leo, laying a hand on Jax's arm. "Jax. Look at me." She waited until he met her gaze, his hazel eyes uncertain. "You could never disappoint us. Never. We just want you to be here. With us. However that feels right to you."

Jax held her gaze for a long moment, something in his eyes softening. "Okay," he whispered. "Okay. I...I want to try. With all of you." He took a shaky breath. "But...I need you to go slow. And tell me what to do. I...I don't know how."

Leo shifted beside him, his hand finding Jax's and squeezing. "We'll go as slow as you need, Jax," he murmured, his voice uncharacteristically gentle. "And we'll tell you exactly what to do. You just have to trust us."

Jax nodded, his shoulders relaxing slightly. "Okay. I trust you."

River smiled, a warm, approving thing. "Good. That's what we need. Trust." They looked around the circle, their gaze settling on each of them in turn. "Now. Safe words. We need one. Something clear and unmistakable."

Maya thought for a moment. "How about...cactus? Like the ones outside?"

Leo snorted. "Cactus? Really? How am I supposed to take you seriously when you're yelling 'cactus' in the middle of—"

"Leo," River cut in, their voice sharp. "It's not about being serious. It's about being clear." They turned to Maya. "Cactus works. Short, unmistakable. Everyone good with that?"

They all nodded, even Leo, though he rolled his eyes as he did.

"Okay then," River said, their voice taking on a note of finality. "We have our boundaries. We have our safe word. We know what we want." They looked around the circle, their dark eyes serious. "But most importantly, we have each other. We communicate. We check in. We stop if anyone is uncomfortable, no questions asked." They paused, letting the weight of their words settle. "Can we all agree to that?"

"Yes," Maya said softly, her voice firm.

"Obviously," Leo drawled, but there was sincerity in his eyes.

Jax nodded, his voice a little stronger now. "Yes. I agree."

River smiled, a real one this time, warm and bright. "Good. Then we're ready." They stood, holding out a hand to Maya. "But first...we should probably move this to a more comfortable location. That rug is murder on my ass."

Maya laughed, taking their hand and letting them pull her to her feet. "The master suite? It's got the biggest bed."

Leo stood, tugging Jax up with him. "Lead the way, boss," he said, his grin wide and wicked. "We've got some exploring to do."

The master suite was all clean lines and soft neutrals, the king-sized bed dominating the space. Maya paused just inside the door, the reality of what they were about to do suddenly heavy in her chest. She could feel the others behind her—the heat of Leo's gaze, River's steady calm, Jax's nervous energy vibrating off him in waves.

She took a deep breath, turning to face them. "Ground rules. We take it slow. We check in. Safe word if needed. And..." She met each of their eyes. "We stay together. No one gets left behind."

Leo grinned, reaching for his shirt hem. "Obviously. Now get your ass on that bed. I've been waiting years for this."

Maya rolled her eyes, smiling. "So demanding." She moved toward the bed, fingers finding her robe tie. "But maybe I want to take the lead." Silk slid from her shoulders, pooling at her feet, leaving her in a skimpy black bikini.

Leo's breath hitched, eyes darkening. "Fuck, Maya. Look at you."

Maya flushed, warmth spreading low in her belly. She turned to River and Jax. "You two. Clothes off. Now." Her tone came out tentative.

River snorted, unbuttoning their shorts. "Yes, ma'am." They stripped efficiently, revealing smooth, golden-brown skin. "You too, Jax. No hiding."

Jax swallowed hard, fumbling with his zipper. "Right. Yeah." He pushed his shorts down, cheeks flushing pink. "I...I don't know how to start," he admitted.

Maya moved toward him, slow and deliberate. "Like this," she murmured, placing his hand on her hip, skin buzzing. "Just touch me, Jax. However you want."

Jax's breath hitched, fingers flexing. He stepped closer, brushing hair from her face. "Maya. Are you sure?"

Maya smiled, leaning in. "So sure, Jax." She kissed his palm. "Now kiss me. Please."

Jax groaned, pulling her flush against him, kissing her softly, hesitantly, tongue tracing her lips.

Maya opened with a sigh, arms winding around his neck. She felt his hard cock against her belly.

Leo's voice cut through, low and amused. "Don't hog her, Jax. Sharing, remember?"

Jax pulled back, sheepish. "Right. Sorry."

Maya turned in Jax's arms, finding Leo's eyes. He was naked, body a work of art. He watched them, cock hard, eyes dark with want.

"Leo," Maya murmured, holding out a hand. "Come here."

Leo moved toward her, predatory. He took her hand, pulling her into his arms. "My turn," he murmured, capturing her mouth in a searing kiss.

Maya melted, body molding to his. Leo kissed confidently, nipping her lip, hands sliding to cup her ass.

"Jesus," River muttered behind them. "Get a room, you two."

Maya pulled back, lips swollen. She shot River a grin. "We have a room." She reached for them, eyes dark. "Join us."

River moved toward them, pulling Maya into their arms. "My turn," they murmured, kissing her softly, sweetly.

Maya sighed, relaxing against River, hands sliding up their chest. Leo's heat pressed behind her, hands on her waist, lips on her neck. She shivered. "Leo," she whimpered.

River pulled back, eyes finding Leo's. "Bed. Now."

Maya let them lead her, legs unsteady. She sank onto the edge, Leo and River following. "Jax," Maya murmured, finding his uncertain eyes. "Come here. I need you."

Jax hesitated before climbing on, helping lay her out. He settled beside her, eyes dark. "You're so beautiful, Maya. I can't believe we get to do this."

Maya smiled. "We get to do whatever we want, Jax." She turned to Leo and River. "Right?"

"Right," Leo growled, hand sliding up her thigh. "And what I want is to taste you." He kissed her hipbone. "Can I, Maya?"

Maya's breath hitched. "Yes. Please, Leo. Taste me."

Leo grinned wickedly, hooking fingers in her bikini bottoms, dragging them down. He settled between her thighs. "Fuck, Maya. Look at you. So pretty. So wet for us."

Maya whined. "Leo, please—"

He cut her off with a long, slow lick. Maya cried out, back arching.

"So good," Leo murmured. "You taste so fucking good."

Maya was lost, hips rocking. River's hands found her breasts, fingers plucking nipples. Jax watched, hand wrapped around his cock.

"Please," Maya whimpered. Leo sucked her clit, tongue flicking hard and fast. Maya flew apart with a scream, body shaking.

"Jesus," River muttered. Maya opened her eyes, finding Leo crawling up her body, chin glistening. He kissed her deep, letting her taste herself.

"Good girl," he murmured. "But we're just getting started."

Maya felt fresh want wash over her. She turned to Jax. "Jax. I need you. Inside me. Please."

Jax's eyes widened. "Maya, are you—"

"I'm sure," Maya cut in. "I want you. Now." She spread her legs.

Jax swallowed hard. "Okay." He moved between her thighs, pushing in slowly. "Maya. Jesus, you feel—"

"Good," Maya finished, rocking up. "You feel so good." She wrapped legs around his waist, pulling him into a searing kiss.

Jax kissed back, hips moving slow and deep. Maya felt Leo beside them, guiding Jax's hand to her clit. "Make her feel good, Jax. Rub her clit while you fuck her."

Jax nodded, fingers circling. Maya moaned. "Just like that. So good, Jax. Don't stop."

Jax groaned, rhythm faltering. "Maya, I can't—I'm gonna—"

"Come," Maya urged. "I want to feel you come."

Jax buried his face in her neck, coming with a low moan. Maya held him, stroking his back. "So good, Jax."

Jax lifted his head, cheeks flushed. "Maya. I...I love you. I love you all."

Maya smiled. "We love you too." She turned to Leo and River. "Now get your ass up here and kiss me."

Jax grinned, pulling out slowly, crawling up to kiss her sweetly. Maya poured affection into it.

When they broke apart, Maya turned to River, eyes dark. "Your turn. I need you. However you want me."

River grinned filthy, moving between her thighs. "Oh, I want you, Maya. I want to feel you come on my cock." They lined up. "Can I, Maya? Can I fuck you until you scream?"